It Runs in the Family By: C. Leuch Rated: PG-13 Submitted: August 2002 -------------------------------------------------- This is the fifth story in my next gen series profiling the coming of age of Lois and Clark's children. It's not absolutely necessary to have read the rest of the series to understand this, but they contain some back-story that I will be referring to here. Thanks go out to my beta readers, Missy and Anita, who've been great helps. Hope you enjoy the story, and feel free to send feedback! Warning: there is a minor WHAM in this story A note of the time frame: this takes place in the summer after Dawn of Discovery, before Summer Vacation. So, as much as I love them, there won't be any Jenny or Susan or Diane. But that doesn't mean that they won't be back in some later story, we'll see. Standard disclaimer: the characters of Lois, Clark, and Superman are not mine, but those of their children are. No copyright infringement is intended. *********************************************************** ************* As the world began to come into focus, the greens and blues and browns that had blurred in her vision began to materialize, and she realized that she was standing in the middle of a forest. Lush trees towered above her, filtering out the light and obscuring the crystal blue of the cloudless sky above. On the ground, a fallen tree trunk ran parallel to the dusty path that she found herself on, and varying layers of green underbrush stretched off as far as the eye could see in either direction. The only sound that could be detected was the rustle of the leaves in the wind, and the quiet beating of her heart in her chest. She didn't know how it was that she had ended up in the middle of a forest, far removed from civilization, but she figured that it would probably be wise to start heading back to wherever it was she came from. The path was really no more than a narrow, dirt trail, winding into the forest both behind her and in front of her. No footsteps marked where she had been, and nothing gave her any clue as to where she should go. Even the rays of the sun, slanting down through the leafy canopy above, gave her no sense of direction. She couldn't tell if it were morning or afternoon, summer or early autumn. When it came down to it, she was on her own, and had a fifty/fifty shot of choosing the correct direction. Taking a deep breath, she turned, and then looked to her left and right down the path. With a sigh, she pivoted and stuck out her foot, deciding at last to just commit to a direction and start. As soon as her foot hit the ground, she bounded up into the air, the effects of gravity suddenly almost nonexistent. Upward she arced until her eyes were almost parallel with the upper branches of the trees, then she fell weightlessly back toward earth. As her foot hit the ground again, she pushed off, sending herself even higher into the air. Birds flew from the trees as her head cleared the canopy, and she could see the green of the forest stretching below her. As the effects of gravity began to take hold again, she willed herself upward, breaking the fall. Her path took her further into the air, and she couldn't help but stick her arms out to her side as the ground fell away. The curvature of the earth became apparent as she looked toward the horizon, the forest beneath her adding texture to the ground line. She laughed as she gained speed, righting her course and heading toward the horizon. As she continued to fly, the forms of buildings began to pop up above the ground in the distance, the tall skyscrapers that she was so familiar with looking almost like toys from so far away. As she turned her attention below, she could see groups of deer bounding through the underbrush along paths very much like the one she had just been on. The birds that remained in the trees seemed almost startled to see her in the sky, and with very good reason, she figured. It wasn't every day that a normal 15 year old girl just took off into the air, yet here she was. With a whoop, she turned a barrel roll and closed her eyes, relishing the freedom she felt. As she tried to open her eyes, though, a loud buzzing sound pierced her consciousness. It sounded suspiciously like an alarm clock, but there wouldn't be any of those in the sky above the forest. She willed the sound to go away, but the harder she tried, the more frustrated she became. Finally, she pried her eyes open, and saw it. The alarm clock, happily buzzing away, sitting on the nightstand next her bed, just like it always had. Laura groaned as she sat up and slapped the snooze button on the alarm clock. It had been that flying dream again, only this time it had seemed so much more vivid. Rubbing her eyes, she looked around and reminded herself that it couldn't be real - by all appearances, she was still bound by the laws of gravity, just like everyone else. And a normal, everyday girl such as herself always would be, she figured. After all, the only people who could fly were the supermen, and she certainly wasn't related to them. Even so, it was a very nice dream, one that she was always more than happy to have. Her eyes returned to the glowing face of the alarm clock, this time making note of exactly what time it was. It almost seemed cruel having to get up at 7 in the middle of summer, but she supposed that certain sacrifices needed to be made if she was going to accomplish her summertime goal. Still, she thought as she heard voices coming from the other side of her bedroom door, she had to relish these summers, because once she grew up they'd be gone. Ask her brother Jon - every time he came over, he let her know just how lucky she was. She didn't have a job, she didn't have responsibilities, just a whole summer to have fun. And do all the chores around the house that her mother assigned to her. And take this driver's education course, which was only offered in the early morning, and started today. Shaking her head, she cleared away the last vestiges of sleep, deciding once and for all that she was awake. She swung her legs around and climbed out of bed, hesitating as she crossed the room and rested her hand on the doorknob. The sun was peeking through the crack underneath, illuminating an irregular rectangle of floor in that overly cheery morning light that she hated so much. Stepping into that would be painful, but there really wasn't any way of avoiding it, she supposed. With a deep breath, she opened the door and prepared for the onslaught, stumbling blindly into the hall and the morning light. "Morning, sunshine," she heard her dad say from what sounded like very close. Prying her eyes open, she squinted against the light and turned toward the sound of his voice. He looked positively cheery standing just inside the door to his bedroom, smiling at her. His tie was blinding in its own right, and she had to look away, the colors too much to take for her still weary eyes. How was it possible that they were related, she wondered. His fashion sense was positively embarrassing, although her mom seemed to like it, and he seemed so...chipper in the morning. He seemed chipper a lot of the time, actually. That infectious humor and good natured personality sure seemed to have manifested itself in her brothers, but she wasn't that funny, or upbeat, or personable, especially not in the morning. Maybe she WAS adopted. "Mmmpf," she answered as she trudged toward the bathroom, vaguely aware of the amused smile it brought to his lips. It was probably just as well that her parents were normally at work when she went to school. Now that her brothers had both gone off to college, she usually had the house to herself on school mornings, so she was free to ease herself into the day. Having them around, though.... "Laura, we're leaving in half an hour. If you want that ride, you better get a move on," she heard her mother say from the depths of her bedroom. Yeah, this one was off to a great start. Slowly but surely, she readied herself, stumbling into a pair of clothes before making her way downstairs and grabbing herself a bowl of cereal. Her parents cuddled and whispered between sips of coffee as they waited for her, and she just sighed and rolled her eyes, trying to put it out of her mind. Trying to find a time when they WEREN'T cuddling and whispering was a challenge, she thought as she shoveled another spoonful of cereal into her mouth. At least they didn't do it much in public. That would be truly embarrassing. After a while, they quit, and her mom straightened her dad's tie before they finally turned their attention to her. "So, are you looking forward to your very first driver's ed class?" her dad asked. She shrugged and took another bite of her cereal. "Would you like to go out driving tonight?" he continued, making her pause. She looked up as him, curious. There was a note of something in his voice, although she couldn't say exactly what. The suggestion was rather innocent, but he sounded almost nervous as he said it. Looking up at her parents, she noticed that they both wore strange expressions, ones that didn't seem to match the question that had been asked. Laura chewed for a moment, pondering what that meant. They were probably concerned about the car, she figured. Jon and CJ had shared the "kid car," as her dad had called it, and now that car was residing somewhere in Gotham City. All that was left for her to drive was either the Jeep or the good car, both of which were a lot nicer than what most kids her age would ever be allowed to drive. Yeah, they must be worried about the car, especially since she had never technically driven before. With a smile, she looked at them and tried her best to calm their nerves. "That would be great," she said with forced perkiness, noticing how that seemed to put them at ease a little. Her mom squeezed her dad's shoulder, and the morning went back to its normal routine. She soon found herself in the back seat of the Jeep as they made their short drive to the high school. Her parents talked about work stuff on the way, and she found herself ignoring them in favor of pondering her upcoming driving lessons. The more she thought about it, the less nervous she was about the class, but driving with her dad tonight would be kind of interesting. They didn't always have much time to do things alone, but when they did, she usually had fun. But by definition, something that involved instruction couldn't be fun, could it? Usually not, but that was where her dad was a genius - he could make anything fun. Falling over when learning to ride her bike as a kid should've been painful, but all she could remember was the happiness and the laughter. Learning algebra certainly shouldn't have been fun, but they way her dad taught it, it was. But this time around, there was a lot at stake if she messed up, and considering the expression he had worn this morning when talking about taking her driving, she wondered if it might just be awkward this time instead. "We're here," her dad said, drawing her out of her thoughts. She looked out the window and, sure enough, there was the high school. Grabbing her backpack, she mumbled a hasty goodbye and exited the car, closing the door just as she heard her dad tell her to have a nice day. The jeep took off as she approached the school, and suddenly she felt almost lonely. Summer classes, by virtue of the time of year that they were held, generally weren't large, and so far the only other person she had seen at the school was standing by another entrance. Somehow she had figured there would more people here to greet her as she embarked on her first real high school class. The doors loomed as she moved closer, all of a sudden seeming very imposing. It was silly to think of this building as being threatening in any way, especially since her memories of the few functions she had attended there were generally good, but this was different. This was her, in HIGH SCHOOL; not junior high, not a special school, but high school. This was big time. In a way, being in high school meant that she wasn't really a kid, that she was expected to be more mature, and she didn't really think she was ready to give up the kid inside of her. Laura stared at the doors for a moment before giving herself a mental shake. It was a school, for goodness sakes, and one lousy summer class with other kids the same age as her. With a determined mindset, she yanked open the door and went inside, entering the gloomy hallways and taking refuge from the bright morning sun. It took a moment for her still-tired eyes to adjust to the fluorescent glow of the hallway, but as soon as they did, she was off, taking measured strides down the main hallway en route to her class. This wasn't so bad, she told herself. Nothing threatening so far. In fact, it was probably better that she was getting initiated into high school like when there were no upperclassmen around to rag on her and the rest of the newcomers. Right now, she owned this hallway. With a new confidence, she looked around, surveying her surroundings. The rows of lockers seemed to stretch on into infinity, broken only by the occasional classroom door. Above the lockers were framed photographs of kids, some of which were obviously a few decades old. Others, however, seemed newer, and as she walked along, she scanned the faces, until, suddenly, she saw one that was all too familiar. There, smiling down at her from the upper reaches of the wall, was the very young face of her brother Jon. Her progress came to a screeching halt as she gaped at the picture, moving closer to it so that she could read the engraved brass plaque beneath it. "All state band member," it read, listing the years that he had made the band. Well, THAT was no pressure, she thought as she began to inch her way down the hallway, her eyes still on the picture. SHE was in the band, and she knew the director was the same one that Jon had had. So, because Jon had set the bar so high, the director would naturally think that she would also be all state material, and she just wasn't sure of that. No pressure at all, she thought with a grunt. She'd only have her brother's face looking down on her every day to remind her of what people thought she'd be capable of. As she turned the corner into a different hallway, a new set of pictures greeted her. Looking at the title of the photo gallery, her stomach began to clench up. "Academic Excellence," it read, meaning all the people looking down on her had gotten 4.0 grade point averages throughout their high school careers. She knew what was coming even before she saw it. Slowly but surely, her eyes finally located the picture of her brother CJ. That show off. At least Jon wasn't here, too, she thought. Still, two brothers, two honors, and now all eyes were on her. She could see it now - she'd walk into a class, one with a teacher her brother had had, and the teacher would invariably remember what he had done, and she would be expected to do as well as him academically. The problem was, her brother, although a bit goofy and strange, was very smart, smarter than she was, she knew. It would follow, then, that she wouldn't meet expectations, and she would be considered a failure, a blight on the family legacy. What a great prospect to have for high school, she thought gloomily as she turned the corner again. Be more of an overachiever than her brothers or be a disappointment. Wahoo. Her mood was decidedly gloomy as she reached the driver's education room. She could almost feel the eyes of her instructor boring into her as she found a desk, his inner thoughts undoubtedly telling him that she was another member of the talented Kent clan and imbuing her with certain characteristics because of that. At least her colleagues didn't have the same preconceptions, she thought as she looked around. She had known a lot of these people for the better part of her life. Her mood perked up as she saw her good friend Stacy walk through the door, immediately making eye contact with her and waving. Maybe that was all there was to this high school thing, she thought as Stacy sat down in the desk next to hers. Forget about your problems and surround yourself with friends, and everything would just fade into the background. Still, as they talked about their activities of the summer, she couldn't help but think about those photographs, and the legacy that she would have to live up to. *** Laura leaned back in the overstuffed car seat, keeping her eyes firmly out the window as her father continued to drive. For whatever reason, she had imagined herself doing more of the driving during their outing. As it was, he had been driving for a good twenty minutes, the buildings of the city thinning out as they continued through the suburbs and out of the city. It only figured that he would want to go as far into the country as possible, considering his earlier concern for the car - the further they went, the less there was to hit. She didn't know whether she should be insulted about the lack of trust that showed, or to be grateful about the pressure that it would take off of her. "So how was your first driver's ed class?" her dad asked, breaking the silence in the car. Laura smiled slightly and looked toward him, glad for the break from her thoughts. "We didn't do much," she said with a shrug. "The teacher gave out the schedule and the book, and then sent us on our way." He glanced over to her, flashed a brief smile, then turned his attention back toward the road. "Bet it felt strange to be taking classes at the high school," he said, and Laura found herself not knowing how to answer. Strange was definitely one way to put it. In one long walk through the halls, all the confidence she had always had for school seemed to get sucked out of her, replaced with a dread of what was to come and the sudden celebrity she would no doubt have. She'd never really felt pressured to succeed before, to live up to any precedent set by anyone, but now suddenly she did. It wasn't fair to CJ and Jon to blame them for putting her in that position, but at the same time, it was hard not to. So now the threat of relative failure loomed over her head, and she'd only been in school for a day. The feeling of gloominess began to take hold of her as she watched the city flash by outside, and she felt the sudden urge to blurt out all her problems, whether it would darken the mood in the car or not. Her mouth opened to say the words, but as she looked over toward her dad, she closed it again. It didn't take a genius to figure out what he would say. He'd undoubtedly tell her that he and Mom would love her no matter what, and that she wouldn't be a failure so long as she tried her best. Even thinking about the words comforted her, bringing a smile to her face. Suddenly, the urge to burden him with her problems just seemed to die. "I remember when I was in high school, you couldn't start a new school year without a couple of freshmen being stuffed into a locker...." her dad said, causing Laura to realize that she hadn't actually said anything in response to his last statement. "The older kids would do things like try and get the freshmen to buy an elevator pass, even though we went to a one story school," he continued, his voice a bit nostalgic. "I thought those kinds of things were just urban legends," Laura said with a genuine smile, the dark mood chased away by yet another one of her dad's stories. "I think there has to be some book out there that gets passed on to bullies throughout the generations about just how to torture new high school students. Ask your mom, ask your brothers - it just wouldn't be the first day of school without someone's gym shorts ending up at the top of a flagpole." She laughed at that, marveling how it was that he could always chase away her dark moods. "Well, it IS just summer school. I think all the bullies are off planning for August." As she spoke, she noticed that they were pulling into a county park. After driving through the city, the dense growth of trees interspersed with grass clearings dotted with picnic tables almost seemed foreign. The road they were on wound through the park until it reached a small lake bordered by a large, sandy beach and an empty asphalt parking lot. "Here we are," her dad said as her turned off the ignition. As he unfastened his seat belt, he dangled the keys in front of her, and Laura could only gawk at them for a moment before she finally took them. She was embarking on her first driver's lesson, and she had never so much as pulled the car out of the garage before. With a gulp, she climbed out of the car and walked around the front, meeting her dad halfway. As they passed each other, he laid a hand on her shoulder, halting her progress. She found her eyes searching out his, and locking into them. The hand on her shoulder suddenly gave a reassuring squeeze, and a comforting smile formed on his face. "You'll be just fine," he said in that soothing way of his, instinctively knowing what was troubling her. "It's always hard doing something for the first time, but I trust you." With that, he nodded and dropped his hand, continuing toward his side of the car. Trust, Laura thought. It felt good to know that she held his trust, but at the same time, something seemed out of place. As she continued on toward the driver's door, she remembered her parents' nervousness at the mention of this lesson. Maybe they had had time think about it and change their minds, she thought as she sat down. It wasn't as if she was wild and irresponsible, after all. If anything, she was a little too reserved, cared a little too much what people thought of her. The worries she held about high school only proved that, she thought. So it was only a matter of time before her parents decided that she was trustworthy. As she closed the door, her father instructed her on just how to start off. Put the key in the ignition, adjust the seat, fasten her belt, and adjust the mirrors. In a matter of minutes, she was on her way, cautiously piloting her car through the parking lot, and later through the roads of the park. She drove for at least half an hour, and by the time she finally pulled the car over and relinquished the keys to her father, she was feeling very confident about her skills as a driver. Climbing out of the car again, she noticed her dad heading for the trunk. Puzzled, she stopped to watch as he pulled out a small cooler, then motioned for her to follow him to a nearby picnic table. "What's this?" she asked with a chuckle as she jogged to catch up with him. "Snacks," he said nonchalantly. She sent a confused glance toward him, then shrugged. It was all part of the experience, she supposed. Happy memories of trips to the ice cream shop and the Fudge Castle flashed in her mind, and she had to smile. Part of making things fun was satisfying the legendary Kent sweet tooth, and this was just a more mundane way of doing that. It was all the better, she thought, since her mom wasn't there to try and accuse them of fattening her up. It was just the two of them, doing father-daughter type stuff, and Laura would be lying if she said that she didn't look forward to moments like these. As they sat down, the cooler was opened, revealing a treasure trove of snack cakes and junk food. Laura absently reached for an oatmeal round, quickly opening the wrapper and taking a bite. "Congratulations on a successful night of driving," her dad said as he pulled a cupcake out of the cooler, holding it up in a mock toast to her. "Well, everything is still in one piece, so I guess it went okay," Laura responded with a wide smile. He grinned at her as he tore the wrapper away from his cupcake, finally diverting his eyes as the smile began to fade from his face. "As driving lessons go, I'd say it went better than okay. You couldn't ask for a better spot," he said as he looked around, surveying the trees surrounding them. Laura found her eyes following his, and she couldn't help but appreciate the setting. She had initially been curious about why they had come out here, but after driving on the secluded roads and enjoying the scenery, she found it wasn't a mystery at all. Plus, it was no secret that her dad was still a bit of a country boy at heart, and she knew that he actively sought out places like this in Metropolis, small islands within the city where he could almost feel like he was out in the country again. The sound of a sigh brought her attention back to him, and she noticed that a small frown had worked its way onto his face. After a moment, he seemed to notice her eyes on him and his expression immediately transformed into one of good-natured happiness, but Laura wasn't fooled. She knew when her dad was obsessing about something, and this was certainly one of those times. Her eyebrows knitted together as she looked down at the oatmeal round in her hand. Why did she get the feeling that the snacks and the trip to the country weren't all about driving after all? "It's certainly nice and private out here," she said, dropping the not-so-subtle hint that she knew that not all was right with the situation. The forced smile on her dad's face faltered somewhat at that, and he sighed again, apparently knowing better than to try and delay whatever it was that he wanted to say any further. "Quiet, too," he said with a raise of the eyebrows. In a nervous gesture, his free hand came and ran though his hair. "The perfect type of place for fathers and daughters to sit down together, maybe discuss some things," he said, his expression almost pleading with her. Yup, this was definitely not about the driving lessons. "What kinds of things?" she asked with a bemused half smile. It was odd how her father seemed to have this other side to him that she was seeing now, a side so alien to the confident father she was used to. Her whole life she had seen her dad as being goofy, funny, and a kid at heart. But at the same time he was also very much in charge, and had that whole fatherly aura around him, the type that made her almost feel that he could do no wrong. But every now and then he would step out of character and get nervous about something, although most of the time she knew that he tried to keep it from her and her brothers. The only reason she knew about those moods at all was because she had eavesdropped on her parents one night and heard her father agonizing over something. While it couldn't say that he was agonizing over anything right now, he also wasn't confident or funny, at least not on purpose. "Well," he said, pausing to collect himself. "You're getting older, and growing up, and with that comes certain changes that you might not be aware of...." Laura reached out for his shoulder, cutting him off. The urge to laugh was almost unbearable, but she held it in, thinking that it could hurt his feelings. All this build up, all the nervousness, it made sense now. He wanted to talk to her about the birds and the bees! "Dad," she said, drawing a puzzled look from him. "You don't have to tell me. I already know." "You do?" he asked, looking almost horrified. The case of the giggles that she was holding back died suddenly as she felt a burst of affection for him. It was funny how his old-fashioned midwestern upbringing manifested itself sometimes. In this day and age and in this city, girls knew about the facts of life long before they turned fifteen, but the fact that he seemed somehow shocked at that was very endearing. "Yeah, we talked about it in school. I know all about puberty and all that." Laura looked away as her cheeks reddened. This was definitely not the type of subject that girls should be talking about with their fathers. "Me and mom talked about it, too. I'm actually kind of surprised she didn't tell you." The sound of his gentle laughter interrupted her thought process, and looked up. Her dad was shaking his head, a genuinely amused smile on his face. When he caught her eyes on him, he looked up at her, the tension that had been present before completely absent now. "I can't tell you how grateful I am not to have to give THAT speech, believe me," he said before taking a bite of his cupcake. He looked at her thoughtfully as he chewed, the relative silence of the woods descending upon them. "I wasn't talking about puberty, though," he said after a few seconds, the smile slipping off his face. "There are some things about your family that your mother and I haven't told you about, and that's why I brought you here." What could he possibly need to tell her about the family that would require bringing her all the way out here, she wondered. Her family was as normal as they came, a fact that she lamented on a daily basis. Yes, her brother was a genius, and her other brother was pretty smart, too, but that wasn't odd, not really. And her parents were minor celebrities around Metropolis, but that wouldn't necessarily impact on family matters. She could go crazy analyzing different situations, she finally decided. Give her another minute and she was sure that she could convince herself that someone was dying. With great effort, she pushed the speculation out of her head and gave her father her undivided attention. "When I was your age, my parents sat me down at the kitchen table and told me about how I came into their lives," he said after a moment. "I had always known that I was adopted, but I had never bothered to ask how or why. When you're a kid, sometimes you assume things, and I had always just figured that I had been dropped at my parents' doorstep one day, a gift to a couple that obviously wanted children very badly. I guess in a way, that turned out to be true. But I never could've imagined that it had happened the way it did." Laura leaned over and placed her elbows on her knees, cradling her head in her hands, absorbed in the story. "It was dark out, my parents said, when they saw what they thought was a shooting star streaking across the sky," he continued, his eyes distant. "As they watched, it grew closer and closer, finally roaring over the top of their truck so closely that they could feel the heat from it. The meteor crashed in a nearby field, and my parents rushed over to investigate. They had expected to see a misshapen rock of some sort, but what they found instead was a tiny ship, and a baby. Me." Her eyes narrowed as she looked at him. There had to be a punchline here somewhere. "Babies don't just fall from the sky," he continued, taking the thought right out of her mind. "They didn't question their good fortune, though. So they took me in and raised me like a normal child. After a few years, though, they began to realize that I wasn't a normal child. I stopped getting sick. I stopped getting hurt. I started lifting objects that even my dad in his prime couldn't even think about lifting. Odd things happened to me, scary things. When I hit puberty, I started being able to hear sounds from the next house over, even though that house was over a mile away. One day I was looking at something in the barn and it burst into flames. I didn't know what to think about it, until my parents told me the truth about my origins." Laura knew her jaw was hanging open. The story sounded fantastic, like something out of a bad science fiction novel, but her dad had never lied to her before, and the emotion in his voice told her that he wasn't lying to her now, either. A little voice in the back of her head kept trying to tell her just what it was that her father was saying, but she pushed it away. It was too fantastic to be true, wasn't it? "It was only years later that I found out the whole story," her father continued. It was only as he turned and met his eyes with hers that she realized that she had been staring at him. "Laura," he said, placing his hand on her knee. "I'm not from Earth. I come from a place called Krypton, a planet several million light years away, a planet that no longer exists. My birth parents sent me away to save me from the fate of Krypton, and that's how I ended up in a spaceship in the Kansas plain all those years ago. My Kryptonian heritage has made me different from everyone else, and there are so many things that I can do, wonderful things, and maybe someday you'll be able to do them, too. I use the abilities I have to help people, but I never, ever let anyone know it's me. "I am Clark Kent, that's who I am, always remember that. I am your father, hopefully I am your friend, and I love you and your mother and brothers with all my heart. But when I go out to help the world, people only know me as...Superman." His jaw set as his expression became resolute, and Laura felt herself go cold. She searched his face, desperately looking for signs that he wasn't being truthful, but she found nothing. Her eyes searched the forest, looking for hidden cameras, but she didn't find any of those either. Again she turned back to him, trying to summon some sort of emotion. She knew she should be shocked, or horrified, or angry or insulted or any number of things, but she just didn't feel anything, and that scared her. "That can't be true," she finally rasped. His expression turned almost apologetic as he pulled his hand from her and stood slowly, removing the glasses from his face in one fluid motion. It was funny how she had never seen him without the glasses, she thought as she shivered involuntarily. Her eyes were studying his now-bare face when suddenly his form turned into a blur, and it was Superman standing in front of her, not her dad. But, strangely, all she noticed was his face, and how it hadn't changed at all. His expression was still soft and sympathetic, his eyes still the same kind eyes that she had always known. "I want to show you something," he said, holding out his hand as he slowly walked toward her. Out of instinct, she reached out to him, and he gathered her into his arms. Just then, the world fell away from them, and the trees and grass of the park morphed together until there were a green rectangle below her, integrated into the web of streets that crisscrossed the ground below her. She forced herself to look up, and saw the Metropolis skyline in all its glory, reflecting the orange hues of the late evening sun and sparkling like a gem. It was breathtaking, she thought, better that any of the dreams she had ever had. "It's so beautiful," she whispered as they came to a stop, hanging in midair directly above the park they had been in. "The whole world is beautiful from up here," her dad said, and she smiled. "One of the greatest things of being who I am is the ability to see the world from above, where everything is so much less chaotic. Someday you may know that joy yourself. Just remember when you start experiencing all the strange things that come with growing up as my daughter, how wonderful it can all be in the end." They hovered in the air for a few more minutes, before they descended slowly to the ground in the same clearing where they had started. Her dad set her on the ground, and she felt a gust of wind. Looking behind her, she saw that he was once again dressed as himself, and she suddenly felt more at ease. "I guess we should head home," he said as he walked over to the table and gathered up their snacks. Laura rushed over and grabbed a handful of treats out of the cooler before it was closed up, drawing a bemused look from her dad. For whatever reason, she felt like she needed some chocolate. Lots of chocolate. As they sat down in the car and headed for home, Laura once again turned out the window, absently watching the city go by as she munched on her treats. She tried to think about what had just happened, she wanted to think about what had just happened, but she just couldn't. It was all too much, and it still seemed unbelievable. A part of her wanted to say that none of it had happened, and she began to wonder if she was still in the middle of one of her dreams, but the things that she had felt, the details she had seen, had been so much more vivid than in any dream she had ever had. Maybe later she could think about it and decide how she felt, but in the meantime, she sat in silence, ignoring the slight feeling of tension that had developed in the car. It would all be okay tomorrow, she told herself. *** Slowly, the car pulled into the garage, and Laura forced her mind back to the present. As it came to a stop and she climbed out, she took one last, long look at the rapidly darkening sky as the garage door slowly blocked away her view. She didn't want the outside world to go away, she didn't want to lose that one place that her mind could escape to. The last thing she wanted to do right now was confront her parents inside the house that she had known her entire life and be forced to have to reexamine everything she had ever known as a result. Even the most mundane memories would be colored by the fact that her father was someone and something other than she had thought. Whether that was wrong or right was irrelevant, she thought with a sigh. She knew herself well enough to know that it would happen, that it was inevitable, and she wanted just a few more precious moments to remember what it felt like to be normal. That thought almost caused her to break down in a fit of hysterical tears, but she shoved them roughly away, her pride not letting her break down in front of her father. It was a sad thought, though. She had always taken for granted the fact that she was just an ordinary teen with an ordinary family, and for some sick reason she had secretly wished a little excitement for herself. If she only knew then what she knew now.... Maybe someday she'd laugh at those memories, but right now all she could do was feel sorry for the innocence that she had lost. Abruptly, her subconscious willed her morbid chain of thought to stop. Slowly, she walked toward the door leading into the house, applying all her effort to pasting a neutral smile on her face and clearing her mind. She followed her father inside, through the foyer, and into the living room, where her mother sat at the roll-top desk, deeply engrossed writing something or another. The sound of their approach drew her away from her work, and she gave a quick smile to the two of them. Laura plopped herself on the couch, turning on the TV in hopes of finding yet another distraction for her thoughts. "How'd it go?" her mom asked as her dad bent down to kiss her. Laura didn't need to look to see the kiss - she could hear it just fine from across the room. Most people, when affectionate toward each other, were generally quiet about it. Not her parents. No, they came with sound effects, which they always seemed to employ at precisely the times that she wanted to hear them least. "I thought it went well," her father said, his tone conveying a confidence that Laura didn't feel at all. It could never be said that her father wasn't an optimist, and that was certainly showing now. Maybe he had mistook the tense silence of the car ride home as a sign of her acceptance, or maybe it was possible that her reaction was a step up from how her brothers had reacted. Who knows? But whatever it was, for a moment her mother seemed to buy it. But it was only a moment. Laura could feel her mother's eyes boring into her, searching for something, before finally, mercifully, she could feel them look away. "Are you sure?" Laura could her mother whisper to her father, and Laura almost turned to let them know that she could, in fact, hear them, but she decided against it. This was her time for relaxation and not for talking or doing anything that required thought. In line with that idea, she flipped through the channels until she came to the UWBM, the network known for cheesy teen dramas. Some random boy she had never seen before was sitting on the screen with no shirt on, his chest nicely oiled up, while he talked to a girl wearing too much make-up. Take the girl with the make- up away and you might have a decent show, she thought as she tossed the remote on the couch next to her. "It went as well as could be expected," her dad said softly to her mom. "I thought there would be more fireworks, but so far she has been very calm about it." Laura rolled her eyes. Did they even notice her in the same room? She forced herself to zero in on the upbeat rock coming from the TV speakers as she watched the muscled oily guy start to lift a set of weights with some less impressive pals. For a moment, she felt her mother's eyes on her again, but she ignored it. "Well, I guess that's good," her mom replied. There was a quick rustle of clothes before she started speaking again. "Third time is a charm, I guess." What was that supposed to mean? Laura's eyebrows knit together before she reminded herself that she wasn't listening to them. On the television, the oily guy talked about some wild party he was throwing that weekend when his parents were scheduled to be away, getting approving comments from his friends. Then suddenly, a hand appeared next to her, grabbing the remote off the couch. "This is the kind of thing they market to teens?" she heard her mother mutter from just behind her before the channel changed to one of the news networks that her parents liked to watch. The time had officially come to find a different way to distract herself, Laura thought. "I'm going to my room," she said, looking away from them as she quickly got off the couch and maneuvered her way to the staircase and up to her own, personal, parent-free haven. She made sure that the door was closed tightly before sinking into the chair at her desk, flipping on the TV as she did. The channel with the oily guy on it had gone to commercial, so she searched her desk for other distractions. The manual from her driver's ed course sat on top of everything, cruelly reminding her of the reading assignment that she still needed to do, but she shoved it aside. That most certainly wasn't the type of distraction that she was looking for. A few layers of paper further down, she ran across a stack of 'Teen Phenom' magazines, and she gladly pulled those out, more than happy to get lost in the mind-numbing exploits of teen and young adult celebrities. She briefly wondered why exactly those magazines were on her desk in the first place, since normally she couldn't care less about the lives of celebrities, teenaged or not, but then remembered that one of her friends had brought them over a few weeks earlier. Why was it that her friends kept trying to get her to read this stuff? No amount of hype in the world could ever make her think that the latest boy band was any good, or dreamy, or even worth listening to. But as far as distractions went, even boy bands would suffice right now. As the first magazine finally came free of the papers that had been on top of it, a familiar logo began to reveal itself. Curious, Laura pushed the rest of the clutter away to reveal the whole cover of the magazine. There, in the lower corner, was the Superman symbol. 'Meet the newest Superhero,' the headline underneath read in neon print, and suddenly her curiosity began to morph into a sense of dread. With somewhat shaky hands, she thumbed to the page listed for the article, and was immediately confronted by several full page shots of the newest Superman, decked out in his red and black uniform, seemingly oblivious to the photographers. "Jon," she whispered, her mouth suddenly dry. Flipping the page, she saw another picture, this time with him speaking. "Meet the Crimson Superman, the newest American phenom, and son of the original Superman," the article started, and Laura found herself reading along, pulled into the article for a reason that she couldn't quite comprehend. "Although he has become popular with girls everywhere, the Crimson Superman is shy about talking to reporters, and even more shy about revealing any intimate details about himself." It only figured, Laura thought with a snort. He wouldn't even tell his own sister what his night time hobby was, so why would he tell some random teen rag about his personal life? Laura read on, fully expecting to see all the juicy details on what his favorite color or flavor of ice cream was, but was mildly surprised to find out that the article was based on nothing but speculation. Okay, maybe surprised wasn't the best word. But she did find it interesting that the new hero's avoidance of reporters was so severe. In fact, none of the pictures looked like they had been posed for. Some looked rather amateurish, in fact, and she wondered just how far they went to get an original photo of him. Curious, she flipped the page again, and what she saw made her eyes go wide and her heart start to race. The top picture showed the two supermen together, seated on top of a building. The Crimson Superman was looking at his father, obviously engrossed in some tale, the same kind that Laura had heard many times before. The picture could've been taken at the picnic table out back, or in the room next door. The second one, though, showed the two of them flying away, side by side. By itself, it really wasn't that special, but when partnered with the picture above it, it made the point hit home with her once and for all. All the feelings that she had been holding in burst forth at once, and suddenly it almost felt like she had been punched in the stomach. A shudder wracked her body as she finally began to cry hysterical, desperate tears. The magazine slipped from her hand at some point, but she didn't notice. All she could think about were the people that she had called her family, the people that she thought she had known. It could arguably have been said that her big brother and her father had been the two people that she had been closest to in the world, but now she knew that she had been kept at arm's length by them. It was enough to make her question her worth and her value, not only to the family, but to the world as a whole. It wasn't a hard thing to do, she thought miserably as she moved to the bed. It wasn't bad enough that she had the pressure at school of living up to Jon's all-state berth or CJ's crummy 4.0 grade point average. Suddenly, she needed to live up to the man considered to be the most heroic and virtuous person on the planet, too. A groan escaped her as she curled up and rolled over, the light rock of the teen drama show giving her thoughts an unwanted soundtrack. That was her dad out there saving lives and doing all those fantastic things. And that was her brother beside him, carrying the torch for the next generation. It was only logical to assume that someone with the family talents would inherit the family business, as it were. But what if she didn't want to be like that? What if she COULDN'T be like that? She was only human, or mostly human, after all. In the course of life, people made mistakes, and what if one of those mistakes came back to her, making it impossible for her to live up to that image? If she messed this up, the stakes were that much higher, the potential loss that much more. One mistake and she couldn't and wouldn't be a hero to the world. So why even try? Why bother to be the good daughter, the hero-in-training? If failure was inevitable, and it sure seemed to be, then why go though all the work just to be upset? With a sigh, she rolled over onto her other side, staring absently at the posters that adorned her wall. The cutesy cartoons and furry kitty pictures that had been her staple for so many years almost seemed to mock her now. They were reminders of a time when she had been more innocent, a whole twenty four hours ago. It was amazing what a day could do to a person, she thought as her eyes gradually wandered down the wall, finally coming to rest on the framed family photograph on her desk. Who were those people? All her memories told her one thing, but tonight her eyes had been pried open in a way, forcing her to reexamine what they all meant. Who was Superman to her, anyway? To the world he was a celebrity, a man who got mobbed wherever he went, a man who had dolls and clothing and comic books modeled off him. Like she did with a lot of pop culture, she had more or less ignored him. Yes, he could move mountains, but that didn't mean that she wanted to carry a Superman lunchbox, or put sheets with little S shields on them on her bed. She had never bothered to think about how he spent his nights, although if she had, she probably would've just assumed that he floated on a cloud somewhere when he wasn't rescuing anyone. Why on Earth would she ever connect him to her dad? Even now it almost seemed unreal, but she had seen him change, she had flown with him. That picture made the point that much more clear, but the logistics of it all still baffled her. Even if he was Superman, how could he do that and still do all the things that her dad did? And what about her brother? That one shocked her more than the thought of her dad being a superhero. He just didn't seem the type. He wasn't an athlete, or overly aggressive, and before seeing the pictures of him as Superman, she would never have believed that he was as well built as he was. She certainly didn't remember him having those rippling muscles when they would go swimming as kids. Shows what she knew. Very little, apparently. Well, if her dad and brother were superheroes, what exactly did that mean for her? It had already been established that she was going to be a dismal failure in trying to be like them, so.... Her eyebrow cocked as an unfamiliar feeling began to grow inside of her. It was a feeling that she had heard about, that was very familiar to a lot of the girls she knew. When the world is against you, her friends would sometimes say, then tell the world where it can shove it. That idea had never appealed to her before, if only because the safety and security of her family had protected her from becoming that cynical, but now that wasn't the case. The world had hit her upside the head with a two-by-four, and she wasn't going to take it lying down. Now was as good a time as any to see what kind of fun was out there to be had, what kind of things could be accomplished when she wiggled out from underneath the thumb of her family and got a little wild. Rebellion had never seemed attractive before, but things change. From now on, she decided, she would be herself, the Laura Kent that would've been before she knew she was a super descendant. To heck with them all. Just then, a light knocking came from her door. "Laura?" she heard her mom say in her most concerned voice. "Go away, Mom," she said as she draped her arm over her eyes. She had just decided on her course of action, and she wasn't about to let her mom talk her out of it now. "Are you all right, honey?" her mom asked, bringing a snort from Laura. Of course she wasn't all right! "Well, let's see. Tonight I found out that my dad's really someone else, that my whole family has been lying to me for years, and that all the people I thought I knew best I don't really know at all. Yeah, I'm just fantastic." The sigh from her mother was audible even through the door. "Maybe if we can talk about it, you'll see that it's not as bad as you think..." "Yeah, it's probably worse," Laura shot back, knowing that she was probably being a bit unfair. But what did they expect? Did they honestly think that she wouldn't be upset? Weren't girls her age notorious for that? "Well, if you don't want to talk about it, I won't make you. But please don't push us away. We love you, Laura." Her mom's words trailed off, then footsteps retreating from the door signaled that she was gone. Just as well, Laura thought with a pout as she got up to turn off the lights and the TV. She had nothing to say to either of her parents right now. Maybe in the morning she would see things differently, but she doubted it. It was going to be quite a long time before she forgave either of them. In the meantime, though.... A smile actually crept onto her face as she laid down in bed. In the meantime, she would do the things a normal, red-blooded teenager did, and she would enjoy them, whether her parents approved or not. *** The sky above Metropolis was a clear, radiant blue as the sun made its way directly overhead. A lazy calmness that came from the sticky heat of the summer began to settle over the city, only to be broken by the sound of distant thunder. The gentle rumble began to build, rattling the windows of the houses and causing the local fauna to scatter as it grew louder, more forceful. All over the city, eyes were looking toward the heaven, searching out the clouds that they had assumed were up there, but all they saw was a streak of red and black across the sky. Those who had lived in Metropolis for any length of time just smiled and shook their head as they looked away, knowing it was their famous superhero taking to the skies, most likely on his way to rescue someone. In the air, the streaking superhero gradually became aware of the situation he was causing, and he forced himself to slow his rate of speed. It was strange how sound seemed to simply go away once he hit mach one, Jon thought, but as he pondered the lessons he learned in freshman physics in college, he supposed that it wasn't so strange. Still, one of the things that took some getting used to as part of his new hero gig was flying in the big city, where sonic booms were generally frowned upon. Learning to fly during father/son excursions to the country in high school and college had been great, because the wide open spaces meant that there was nobody around to see a kid doing what only Superman should be able to do. But it also meant that there were no consequences when he inadvertently broke the sound barrier, something that became crystal clear to him once he was able to start taking to the friendly skies of Metropolis. In his first couple of weeks on the job, the news had been littered with reports of damage from his inadvertent jumps to supersonic speeds, prompting a talk from his father about when it was appropriate to fly that fast. Of course, he didn't come with a built in speedometer, but there were ways to tell when the sound barrier was approaching, and barring rescues, he tried not to travel that fast anymore. Besides, there usually wasn't anywhere he needed to be in non critical situations that would require speeds in excess of 700 miles per hour. He certainly wasn't in a hurry to reach his destination today, a place that was filled with a lot of memories, both good and bad. Today's destination was the high school, HIS high school from years ago, and a certain little sister of his who should be leaving the school in a matter of minutes. He could see the building on the horizon, easily picking it out among the familiar neighborhoods that had been his home for 18 years. It sat in the middle of a dark smudge of asphalt that made up the massive parking lot, although the illusion caused by the noontime heat rising off the asphalt almost made it look like the school was drowning in a lake of water. The high school students should be so lucky, he thought as he drew closer, and the school grounds came into sharper focus. The updraft from the parking lot heat buffeted him as he circled around the school, finally landing in a small grove of trees in the back. It was amazing how little things changed at this place, he thought as he made his way toward the main entrance. The trees that had been planted his senior year were starting to get bigger, and the parking lot had expanded out and resurfaced. But the building itself hadn't changed one iota, and the benches and monuments dotting the campus still all looked the same, even the ones that he had sworn were hit by cars years ago still seemed off kilter. If he felt bold enough to venture inside, he would probably see the same teachers in the same classrooms, too, but that would be where the similarities to the school he knew would end. The students were what truly made the school, and he doubted that he would know anyone who was enrolled there now. Everyone would no doubt look so young, and the fashions would most assuredly look entirely different from when he was there. Time had moved on around this timeless campus, but that was the way the world worked. With a sigh, Jon took a seat on a concrete bench by the main entrance, trying not to let the old memories come flooding back. His sister, he told himself, he was here for his sister, and she probably needed all the help he could give her. His parents had actually seemed worried when they had come to him earlier that day, telling him how Laura had locked herself in her room the night before after being told the big family secret, then she'd refused to so much as look at them that morning. When they'd asked her questions, she wouldn't even grunt in return. It had gotten to the point where they had actually been worried that she wouldn't even make it to school, but Jon was sure that that was one thing they didn't need to worry about. When mad at their parents, the last thing any kid wanted to do was hang around the house, especially if their friends were all at the high school. So naturally he had been elected to try and talk to her, to see if he could get her to open up, although he wasn't sure how much he could do. It was true that he had been in her shoes once, and that he had probably felt much the same as she was now, but that didn't mean that she'd feel obligated to tell him anything. It was quite possible that she lumped him in with Mom and Dad, thinking him no more trustworthy than either of them were. After all, he had been one of the people who had kept secrets from her, and his secret was just as big as his father's. In truth, CJ might be the best person to be doing this, since he had yet to don the spandex, but he was in Gotham for the summer. Figured. A dozen different ways to approach the impending conversation swirled around in Jon's head, none of them particularly willing to assert itself. Whatever he decided to say would depend so much on how she felt about the situation that it was hard to decide on a course of action. When he had found out about his father, he had remembered being confused. Suddenly, he had felt like he was forced to look at his father completely differently than he had before, and it was hard to do until he figured out that he didn't have to in the first place. His father had always been the same person, it was more a matter of pulling back to finally get the full view of who he was. Laura would see that in time, but it would be harder for her, because it wasn't just her dad who had been holding out on her. She must feel like her whole family was a lie, he thought, wondering how he would handle the feeling of deception if he were in her shoes. Maybe she was feeling depressed, or maybe...oh, he didn't know. Fifteen seemed like so many years ago, it was hard to guess at what it was. The bottom line was that she would have to tell him. As he sat on the bench, lost in thought, the loud ringing of a bell jarred him rudely back to the present. In a matter of moments, kids started streaming out the door, looking just as young as he thought they would. After a few minutes, he saw his sister exit the building, talking animatedly to a friend. Jon stood up and approached, immediately drawing the attention of the girl that Laura was with. It only took a moment for Laura to look his way, too, and immediately her eyes went wide with surprise before narrowing into suspicious slits. "What are you doing here?" she asked, her voice devoid of the accusatory tone that he had expected. That was a start, he supposed. With that, he plastered the most casual smile that he could muster onto his face. "I thought I'd walk you home. Maybe we could talk on the way," he said to her, before acknowledging her friend, who seemed to be sizing him up. "I'll, uh, let you guys go," the friend said, casting a smile toward Jon before looking back at Laura. "I'll see you tonight, right?" Laura nodded in response, but she never took her eyes off Jon. The corners of her mouth had turned down ever so slightly, and Jon was struck by how odd it seemed to see her frowning. In their family, there was usually happiness, or at the very least contentment, and even when lost in a project or hard at work, a smile always seemed to be right there, just waiting for the right moment to materialize. But that certainly wasn't the case right now for Laura, whose frown in concert with the lines under her eyes spoke volumes about the inner struggles she was having. Slowly, they began to walk in the general direction of the Kent home, an uncomfortable silence descending on them. "So how is your class going?" Jon asked, attempting to break the ice. A shrug greeted him in response. "S'okay," she said, her voice hard. "Is Mr. Mathers still teaching that class?" he tried again, but to no avail. "No. Mr. Brown," she said in the same tone as before. So much for breaking the ice, Jon thought. She wasn't dumb, she probably knew exactly why he was there. There really wasn't any point in delaying things any longer, he thought with a sigh. Might as well just get on with it. "Mom and Dad thought you might need someone to talk to," he said after a moment of silence. "I'm sure what they told you last night was a shock, but maybe it won't seem so bad if you can just talk it over with someone who's been there." At his words, she stopped, her frown morphing into an almost painfully smug smirk. "I knew it," she mumbled as she began to shake her head. Jon just stood there and looked at her, waiting for her to continue. It looked like she was fighting some inner struggle, wrestling with just what exactly she was going to say to him. For a moment, she looked about ready to tell him off, then she seemed to soften a little, before getting a suspicious look on her face again. "And just what made them think I'd talk to you?" she asked finally, guardedly. Jon shrugged in response. "Because I know what you're going through," he said, trying to make his voice sound calm, but not patronizing. The last thing she needed right now was to be talked down to, or humored. She needed someone to be honest with her, and that's what he intended to do. Her arms folded across her chest as she stared at him, through him, her expression growing stormier with each passing moment. Finally she snorted and started stalking down the sidewalk, continuing right past him. "I didn't ask for any of this," she said as she went along, seemingly talking to nobody. Jon turned and followed her, jogging to catch up. "Everything was just great until yesterday, and now I don't know anything anymore. I don't know my family, I don't know myself, and I don't even know if the things I've experienced all my life were real." Her hands flew around as she continued, not sending so much of a glance toward her brother. "If given a choice, I can honestly say that I would rather be some normal kid with a normal family. I don't want this, any of it." She almost seemed to be on the brink of tears, even though her voice remained angry. She would never let anyone see when something was hurting her - she was stubborn that way, just like most of the people in their family. But he knew enough to sense the anguish disguised as anger, and he could certainly understand. Quickly, he jogged ahead, right into her line of sight, and captured her eyes with his own. "Do you think any of us wanted this?" he asked quietly, causing her eyes to go wide and her pace to falter. "The last thing you want when you're a kid is to be different, and being a part of this family means being as different as they come." She gaped at him for a moment before her eyes narrowed again and her strides became longer and more powerful than they had been even a couple moments earlier. "Yeah, some sentiment coming from the big shot hero," she said as she gave him the dirtiest look she could muster. Jon sighed and fell into step beside her, suddenly grateful that the sidewalks and lawns of the neighborhood were fairly deserted on this particular day. The last thing either of them needed was for someone to eavesdrop on this conversation and discover something that they shouldn't. "I've had seven years to get used to all this," he said, trying to gauge her reaction. "I certainly didn't start out to be a hero. Heck, DAD didn't even start out to be a hero. When I found out, I was scared and confused, probably a lot like you are now, but I was very relieved at the same time. You might not know this, but you're the first person in this family that hasn't had to find out the big secret the hard way." That seemed to bring a reaction. "Dad didn't tell you?" she asked, all her earlier storminess apparently gone for the time being. Jon smiled sadly in response and shook his head. "I had been experiencing some strange things, and I just happened to look through a wall in time to see Superman get in bed with Mom." Jon smiled as he relived the memory. It was strange how something that had been so traumatic back then almost made him feel nostalgic now. It was a big turning point in his life, and even he had to admit that it was an amusing story. He blinked, bringing himself out of his thoughts, and looked over toward his sister just in time to see the barest ghost of a smile begin to form on her face. She almost seemed at peace for a moment, but only for a moment. Almost as quickly as it appeared, the smile was gone again, replaced by the steely mask that was trademark of enraged teenagers throughout the known world. "You knew and you didn't tell me," she said, the hurt seeping back into her voice. "It wasn't my place to tell," he said, knowing full well that it wasn't just an excuse. Even back then he had decided that he wouldn't tell her or CJ. All the things that his dad had said in defense of keeping the secret had made a certain amount of sense to him, and he had agreed that it was worthwhile to keep it to himself, but in a way he knew that his real motivation was that he had wanted more for his brother and sister than what he had gotten. He wanted for them to find out the right way, and he wanted for his dad to have the satisfaction of getting it right just once. He deserved that. "You're no better than them," she said softly, intensely. "Aren't I a part of this family? Don't I deserve to know? What difference does it make who tells me?" The house was beginning to approach, and the closer it came, the more Jon could feel the anger building in Laura. "I have news for you," she continued. "I don't want to be what you all want me to be. I'm not going to go on being the obedient daughter. If I really mean that little to everyone, then I don't need you." Ah, the teenage thought process, Jon thought with a sigh. At that age, it always seemed like the world was against you, and even innocent things could be twisted to try and fit that view of things. This was a perfect example. Their father, a man who had always been kind and considerate toward everyone and was never demanding of his children, had voluntarily told her everything. Finally, Clark Kent had been able to tell one of his children about their heritage, and do it in a way that was no doubt carefully thought out in order to be as gentle as possible. Yet, somehow, that all seemed sinister to her. Yes, they had kept something from her, but it was not without good cause. Someday she would see that, but who knew when that day would come? Until then, she seemed to be insinuating that she would be rebelling against all of them, and more importantly, rebelling against who she was. She WAS the obedient daughter, a good kid, but being those things to her meant being under the control of her parents somehow. It was hard to feel obedient or loving or even respectful toward people who had wronged her as much as she felt her parents had, and so the only thing left to do was rebel. "You can't run away from who you are," Jon said, drawing a dirty look from her. "Maybe you don't want to be the person that you have been, and maybe you don't want to be the super person that you'll eventually become, but that won't make any of the powers and the experiences that they'll bring go away. Just because the people that you trusted kept some things from you doesn't mean that they wanted to hurt you in any way. It also doesn't mean that you knew anyone any less than you did before. Take the time to look around, dig into the archives at the library, view Superman news reports. Take all the knowledge from that and cross reference it with your memories. What major disasters happened on your twelfth birthday that went unattended so that Dad could attend your party?" Jon stopped and took a breath, surprised for a moment at how impassioned his little speech had become. He hadn't set out to defend his parents in any way, but as he had begun to talk, it just came. The memories of his own revelations and discoveries had come flooding back all at once, and along with them came the sense of gratitude and pride that he had felt in his family at the time, which he still felt to this day. "There are people in that house who love you for who you are, who will always love you no matter what you become or how strenuously you try to push them away," he continued, gesturing to the house, trying to draw at even the slightest hint of understanding from her. "They are also among a select few people on this planet who will be able to understand what it is you'll go through, who can help you every step along the way so that you can master your new gifts without feeling threatened by them. Believe me, there's nothing worse that being afraid of yourself and the harm that you can so easily bring to others by doing something so innocent as looking at them or touching them. There's nothing you can accomplish through rebellion that couldn't be done better by just letting your family help you." They had reached the foot of the driveway, and Laura seemed as obstinate as ever. As he finished talking, she looked at him again, and he wondered if she had even heard what he had said. "I don't need your help," she said, her voice almost choked. With that, she jogged up the drive, digging around inside the pocket of her jeans as she did. Quickly, she opened the front door and immediately slammed it closed behind her. A quick peek through the walls showed that the tears had started flowing once again, and Jon debated whether or not he should go inside to comfort her, eventually deciding against it. What she needed right now was to be alone, to be able to decide what she really wanted. With that, he casually walked around the house to the back yard, spinning into the Suit as he reached the trees. With a jump, he was airborne again, headed back toward the Daily Planet to finish the last of his lunch break. In the back of his mind, he worried about Laura, but he was sure that she'd be just fine. Eventually. *** Stubborn, Laura thought much later that night. She had been stubborn, and blind, and despite the very valiant effort of her brother, she had refused to see the truth that was so plainly laid out in front of her. If she'd have just looked around like Jon said, she knew that she would've seen the love that her family felt for her, and the concern in their expressions every time that they looked her way. But she hadn't looked, instead deciding to stay mad at them and plow on with her half baked idea of being rebellious. She almost laughed at the notion now, as the cold, harsh reality of everything had come literally crashing down around her. All rebellion ever led to was a whole lot of trouble, and she knew that now. At least she should be grateful that her eyes had been pried open after only a day, before something truly bad had happened, either to her or by her hand. It was strange to think of how she got here, her attitude completely changed, and all in the course of a few hours. After Jon's departure, she had spent a lot of time in her room, alternatively crying and berating herself for letting him get to her. He didn't know anything, she told herself. Yes, he had been in her place once, more or less, and she supposed that he probably knew what it felt like to be betrayed, maybe even more than she did. But the fact remained that none of the feelings of resentment that he had alluded to were present in him anymore. On the contrary, he had embraced the life their father led, and he had perpetuated the lies and the deception, even going so far as to defend those things, so he had no business lecturing her on morals. Contrasting the arguments her brother had made with her own mental counter arguments, she decided that it was very possible that she was making a lot out of nothing. But that was absurd, she decided. Of course the fact that her father was Superman was a big deal, and of course the upheaval in her sense of self was equally big, and nobody seemed to want to understand that. Until they did, she had no choice but to rebel, right? Right. Of course. It wasn't even a question, really. Even so, she had felt guilty. It was hard to describe, but sometimes she just got this feeling, a tiny voice from somewhere that told her when something about the whole situation wasn't right. It was related to the feeling of forgetting something, or leaving something behind, but she didn't HAVE anything to forget. That almost sick sense of foreboding had clung to her all afternoon, striking yet another down note on her already dreary day, but she tried her best to ignore it. It didn't do much good, though, and once the crying had finally subsided, she remained in her room, mildly depressed, watching afternoon cartoons and trying to think as little as possible. As her parents had come home, she had pushed them away, denying them entry to her room and, later, ignoring them during supper. For the most part they had left her alone, but it wasn't hard to feel the tensions between them when they were together, and she could just hear their thoughts, condemning her, puzzling over her, maybe feeling upset because of her. She conveniently ignored the anguished words they said to her, the probes into her well being, and continued to convince herself of their maliciousness. Later that night, after her dad had gone out for his nightly "errands" and her mom had retired to her bedroom, she had snuck out of the house and gone over to Stacy's. The two of them immediately joined Stacy's older sister and another friend as they went to a party out in the country. The ride had been a long one, but it had been a nice departure from her normal evenings spent around the house. She had never indulged in the party invitations that her friend had offered previously, partially because she generally didn't enjoy big parties, and partially because it felt wrong being at a place where underage drinking was going on. But in the midst of her rebellion, her morals seemed to take a hike, and all of a sudden a nice, loud party sounded like a lot of fun. It felt good to kick back and have some fun, to laugh after she had done so much crying, and to let all her problems fade into the background. For a while, everything went just as she had hoped, and she enjoyed herself, but after about an hour, it all began to look phony and hollow. She tried to indulge in the special punch, but she knew what was in it, and her thirst went away remarkably quickly. She watched as kids that she didn't really know continued to drink, and get drunk, and suddenly seem to find amusement in things that really weren't all that funny. The laughter got raunchier as the night progressed, and the stories more absurd, and Laura found herself wishing that she could just go home. She didn't want to be like this, a sad, lonely soul who had nothing better to do than to waste her teenage years, which could be the most productive of her life, getting drunk. It wasn't hard for her father's words to spring into her consciousness, reminding her that she could only be a kid once in her life. Once the innocence left, it would never come back, and her innocence was the one thing that she was desperately trying to cling to in her current identity crisis. It had never occurred to her before that all this mindless rebellion would take that from her, too. At least at home she felt like she belonged, even if the people around her felt like strangers, as odd as that sounded. At least they loved her. Here...here she was just some pathetic new kid who was too much of a party pooper to join in the escapades. But, she decided, she didn't mind being a party pooper that much. If it meant keeping her self-esteem intact, then so be it. Late night progressed into early morning, and gradually people began to leave. When Laura's group finally decided to get going, it quickly became apparent that Stacy's sister, the one in the bunch with a license, was in no shape to drive. Stacy, too, was pretty far gone, and in truth, Laura was the only one who was still sober. And that meant that she had to drive. So far, her only experience had been in the park the night before, and those roads were a lot different from the interstates and city streets that she needed to take to get back to Metropolis. She started to suggest that they just stay the night and drive back later, when everyone was better, but nobody wanted to face the consequences that would bring. Parents didn't take kindly to finding empty beds where their children had been the night before, and it tended to lead to police involvement, which nobody wanted. So she drove, albeit slowly and cautiously, on alert for cops or anyone else who might find the sight of a mature-looking 15 year old driving a car suspicious. Much to her relief, the roads seemed fairly deserted, and the drive went without incident. That was, until about a mile before her exit on the freeway. Throughout the drive, the occasional set of headlights had made their way down the other side of the road, passing by without much concern, like cars on freeways usually did. They weren't anything to be worried about, and Laura felt like her considerable effort would be better suited to other things directly related to her car. Driving on the highway wasn't as easy as it looked, she thought for the umpteenth time, and it didn't help that she had a car full of giggly drunks trying to distract her. She checked the mirrors again and then looked back toward the road, not even seeing the set of headlights that had begun to approach in the oncoming lanes. It was only as they began to near that she noticed that something was wrong. The headlights were angled too much toward her, and they seemed to be closer than any other cars that she had consciously registered that night. The reasons why were a mystery, but suddenly it dawned on her that the headlights were actually pointing toward their car. A split second later, the car was barreling across the median ditch, headed without hesitation right into their path. She yanked the wheel violently, trying to avoid the oncoming car, but all she managed to do was to lose control, and the car swerved wildly as she tried to keep it on the road. All the time, the other car remained on an absolutely straight path, unwavering, and she suddenly realized that they were going to hit, there was no avoiding it. Time seemed to almost slow down as she gripped the wheel and braced herself for the impending impact. Both cars were going at least 65 miles an hour, so the crash would be horrific, she was sure. A million thoughts flashed through her mind, most of them centered on her family. She was going to die, and they would never know that she still loved them, and that she really did accept them, no matter who or what they were. In excruciatingly slow motion, she watched the car get closer and closer. She didn't care if her dad was Superman, she decided. Closer. But if he were Superman, then maybe.... A beacon of hope began to fill her as she filled in the blank. Maybe she wouldn't die. Maybe there was something there already, some of her heritage asserting itself that she had never noticed before. Closer. She didn't get sick much, but she drank a lot of orange juice and took her vitamins, so that could very well be nothing. She didn't get hurt, but she didn't really do anything that would get her hurt either. Closer. Maybe it wasn't certain that she'd survive, but if she did, the first thing she'd do would be to mend her fences with the family. In that moment a sound came, a sound that was louder than anything she had expected. The fusion of metal on metal, of racing engines and gasoline melding together then viciously contorting, created a roar that was almost deafening. The driver's side began to collapse around her, the steering column heaving up into her chest, a ball of flame exploding outward from the mangled engine block. The car buckled and twisted, the metal groaning and protesting the whole time, before finally coming to a stop. The roar of the engine sputtered and ceased until, finally, it was quiet. It was then that Laura became aware of the pressure that was all around her, pushing in on her from all sides, but oddly, without pain. It was a very claustrophobic feeling, almost like she had been buried alive, and her breath caught for a moment before she realized what it meant. She wasn't dead! She wasn't even hurt, at least she didn't think she was, which meant that she had been right. All of a sudden, she was very grateful for her heritage. But, she realized with a start, just because she was alive didn't mean that anyone else was. She needed to check on them, but at the moment she couldn't move. Invulnerability was one of the famed superpowers, and if she had one, who was to say that she didn't have more? Super strength would certainly come in handy right now, she thought, and cautiously, she started to apply pressure to the metal that clamped her in place. Gradually, she increased the pressure, to the point that she was straining herself, but to no avail. That particular power must come later, she thought as she settled for any movement she could find. Eventually, she managed to get her head to turn, and she looked at her passengers, all of whom seemed to be quite a bit worse for the wear. Stacy's sister actually appeared to be bloodied, and her friend hadn't been wearing a seatbelt, and was nowhere to be seen. That meant that she had probably been thrown from the vehicle, probably getting seriously hurt in the process. They all needed a doctor, and quickly, but Laura didn't know what she could do. A wave of frustration swept over her before she realized that there was a way to get the help she was looking for, after all. "HELP!" she yelled as loudly as she could, breaking the silence around her. Stubbornness and a manufactured sense of anger toward her family had gotten her here, but it would be her family who got her out. She just hoped they were out there. She yelled again, inwardly dreading the moment they saw her there, and the horror and confusion that she would see on their faces. They would think the worst of her, she knew, but her rebellious streak was now officially over. *** In the skies above Metropolis, Jon crossed his legs and placed his elbow on his knee, propping up his head with his hand. Upon first sight, Metropolis at night from above was beautiful beyond words. Maybe hypnotic was a better word, he thought. There just seemed to be something so pure about the city when all its dirt and grime were hidden in darkness, and all that could be seen was the pristine light from hundreds of thousands of windows and street lamps. Of course, as time went by and his focus was zeroed in on crime and other more earthly things, the beauty just seemed to fade away. It didn't help that his vision allowed for him to focus in on those dark, hidden corners and see all the filth and muck just as easily as if they were illuminated under a giant light. It kind of took the mystery out of things, he supposed, but he wasn't here for mystery or intrigue. Crime fighting, life saving, those were all his missions in life right now, and, well, it was a darn good thing that he didn't need a lot of sleep. Or have a family. Or have any semblance of a social life. Patrolling at night was a lot more fun when his dad was around, but he had gone home a couple hours ago, which Jon supposed was to be expected. After twenty-some years of patrolling alone, it was time for his dad to have a little bit of the break. Unfortunately, that made for some lonely nights. Evenings weren't so bad, Jon mused as he floated, content to let himself go where the currents carried him. The rush home from work would just be dying down, and kitchens all across suburbia would get fired up, sending wonderful aromas skyward for him to anguish over. The less savory elements tended to take to the street then, praying on the shoppers and bike riders and other people who were out, taking advantage of a warm summer night. That was always a busy time. As evening progressed into night and lights began to turn off all over the city, there was inevitably a big lull in criminal activity. Things did pick up a bit as the bars closed, but after that, he figured he might as well go home, and most of the time he did. But sometimes, the quiet early morning hours would afford him and his dad a chance to talk. They would camp out on top of one of the skyscrapers downtown and talk for hours about subjects ranging from sports to superhero stuff to anecdotes from their younger days. He liked those nights together, and from time to time he wondered if he would've ever gotten to be as close to his dad if he hadn't followed in his footsteps. Hovering in the sky, sitting on skyscraper ledges, these were things that most people couldn't even think of experiencing, but they could, and did, and they took advantage of that. With a sigh, Jon wondered if his sister would ever get the chance to experience that for herself. He blinked, wondering how his mind had wandered onto that tangent. It was only inevitable, he supposed, since she was the big news item for the family right now. CJ had been so understanding about everything; why couldn't she? He had had a vaguely unsettling feeling all evening, something in the pit of his stomach telling him that all the tension with his sister was going to get worse before it got better. He couldn't imagine how or why, unless she followed through on her earlier anger toward them. Surely she wouldn't tell anyone their secret...wouldn't she? Her neck was on the line if she did, so he didn't think that was it. Maybe she would get herself in trouble trying to prove that she truly did have powers, even though she probably didn't, at least not in more than an elementary capacity. That felt a little closer to the truth, he thought, before shaking his head and banishing the thought. Jon's eyes scanned the streets below, sweeping back and forth absently, looking for signs of criminal activity but finding none. Dwelling on vague notions was a bad habit, he decided. Whatever Laura had done or would do, he'd know about it sooner or later. Right now, he thought as his eyes caught the clock on a bank building, it was getting to be past his bedtime. The streets were quiet tonight, and the shady elements looked fairly subdued. He began to straighten up and float in the general direction of his apartment when a sound caught his attention. It was that dull crunch of metal on metal, a sound that he had become very familiar with since coming onto the job. This one sounded bad, he thought as he tried to pinpoint the location, all thoughts of bedtime suddenly gone. The brief orange eruption of a fireball caught his attention, and suddenly he knew where the accident was. He rushed to the site, thoughts of speed and sonic booms far from his mind. His initial assessment had been right, he could easily see as the fire quickly faded away. The crash had been on the interstate, obviously high speed, judging by the destruction of both cars. If either driver were alive, he thought grimly, it would truly be a miracle. As he landed, he took the cell phone out of his outfit, pressing the speed dial for police dispatch as he reached out with his senses to assess the scene. One victim was in the first car, three were in the second, and one was lying on the pavement several feet away. All were alive, a couple of them just barely, judging from their pulse rates. Strangely, it almost seemed like one person was completely unharmed, their heartbeat steady and sure, but he didn't know how that could be. Both cars looked more like crushed tin cans that automobiles, and even backseat passengers couldn't have escaped harm. The unwaveringly strong rhythm that he heard had to be an illusion of some sort. Maybe he was picking up the vitals of someone in a nearby house. "911 emergency," an operator said over the phone. "Yes, there's been an accident on the Eisenhower Freeway," Jon said as he walked closer to the cars. He circled around the scene, his mind quickly formulating a plan of action as he talked. "There appear to be 5 injured people," he said, "Some of them teenagers." Jon frowned, smelling the unpleasant aroma of alcohol that hung around both vehicles. It saddened him to see so many accidents caused by drunken drivers, and, in this case, drunken drivers who were still in high school. How many of these horrific accidents did it take before people got the message that they should never mix alcohol and driving? His thought was interrupted by surprisingly loud yell for help that seemed to be coming from the second car. "Sir?" the operator asked, and Jon drew his attention back to her, suddenly aware that she had asked him another question. He asked her to repeat it, and they finished their phone call after a few moments, but he spent much of the time staring at the car and the increasingly desolate cries that were coming from it. There was something oddly familiar about the sound of that voice, he thought. It wouldn't be the first time he had rescued someone he knew - that honor had come when he saved an acquaintance of his in high school from a burning high rise a few weeks earlier. Somehow, though, this voice seemed too familiar to belong to someone he hadn't seen in a few years. Jon pressed the end button on the phone and tucked it back in his pocket, curiously approaching the second car. The cries seemed to be coming from the driver, although how that could be, he didn't know. It occurred to him that the heartbeat that had been so steady only a moment earlier had accelerated, possibly due to excitement. If he was truly picking up on someone from a nearby house, they would still be asleep, wouldn't they? Maybe it was this person, instead. "Hello?" he said, using his Superman voice. "Hello? Superman?" the voice said with an almost panicked anticipation. "Are you hurt?" he asked, not liking the way that the sound of this person's voice was affecting him. It would only take one peek into the car to either confirm or deny the identity of the driver, but for whatever reason, he held back. It had always been his mode of operation to concentrate on the job when he was working, nothing else. When he x-rayed into wrecked cars, he only did so to assess the injuries of the occupants. He never looked at faces if he could avoid it, if only because it was easier that way. The blank looks of pain on victims' faces, the shock fixed in the expressions of those that died, the human side to the tragedies that he plunged into was almost too much to bear sometimes. Every now and then he looked, just to remind himself of why he was there, but for the sake of his sanity, he had to stay detached. Now, though, he wanted nothing more than to see who it was that had somehow lived a miracle, but at the same time, he felt a sense of dread about who he would find there. "No, no, just get me out of here," she said, and Jon quickly clenched and unclenched his fists, struggling internally with what should be done. There really wasn't any question about whether or not he should tear the door off and get her out. It was just...oh, to heck with it, he thought. Quickly, he looked into the car, purposely keeping his focus away from her face while he assessed her condition. Satisfied that she was indeed okay, he peeled the metal apart, revealing the face of someone who he realized that he had expected to see there. All the heat seemed to drain from his face as he caught sight of Laura Kent, sitting within a cavity of metal that was perfectly sculpted around the form of her body. "Laura?!" he said, his voice cracking. She wiggled out of the opening he had created, jumping up and throwing her arms around him, sobbing on his shoulder. "I can't...I didn't...but I still...I'm so glad you're here," she cried, and Jon didn't know what to say. Mechanically, his arm wrapped around her into a comforting embrace, but his mind was spinning. What on Earth was she doing out here at this hour, in the driver's seat of a car? Had she been drinking? The feeling of dread that he had had all evening had been well founded, he supposed, although this certainly wasn't what he had expected. Rebellion was one thing, but if she had done what he thought she had, that was something else entirely. That was serious. That was illegal, for goodness sakes! Taking a deep breath while her head was on his shoulder, he realized that she didn't hold the acrid smell of alcohol on her that seemed to be everywhere else at that crash site. That might explain what she was doing behind the wheel of the car, but it didn't stop the fact that she had been one of the drivers responsible for the accident. A twinge of pity ran through him as he thought about what she must be going through. Everything right now for her was so new - the fact that her family included Supermen, the driving thing, the adjustment to a new school.... In the middle of it all, what had probably started out to be an escape had gone terribly wrong. All the fear and doubt that she had been feeling before were now amplified and twisted, mangled in light of this situation that was much worse than those comparatively petty worries of just a few minutes ago. This time her actions had real consequences for others, and she had to face that and grow up a lot in the process. Jon felt himself become less rigid in her grasp, tightening his arms around her for a moment before gently pushing her away. The confusion and hurt were evident on her face, and it pained him to see them, but he needed to tend to the others that had been injured in the accident. Digging in his pocket, he pulled out his phone as he began to nudge Laura toward the shoulder of the road. "I'm just glad you're okay," he said in a stage whisper, handing her the phone. "I wish I could stay here and talk to you about what happened, but I have to help your friends," he continued. She sat down on the guardrail, looking down strangely at the phone. "And you have to call home," he finished, before turning and walking away. "Why do I have to call home?" he heard her ask, an almost fearful quality in her voice. He knew well what she had to be thinking, and in her position he would probably feel the same way. It wasn't often that they saw disappointment in the faces of their parents, but this would be one instance where it would be hard to avoid. It was the type of look that always left him heartbroken, because he knew that it indicated a degree of trust that had had been lost. "I mean, you could take me home, and maybe then...." she continued before trailing off. Jon sighed and stopped in mid-stride, turning back toward her. If she could go home and somehow slip under the radar of their parents, if only for a little while, he was sure that she would. But it would only be delaying a confrontation that was inevitable, one that he knew he had no business being in the middle of. "I can't take you home like this," he said softly yet firmly, his voice undisguised, fairly certain that any bystanders would be in no shape to notice. His fingers plucked at his spandex top, and he looked at her, his eyebrows raised as he waited for the recognition to come. When none was immediately forthcoming, he went on quickly, impatient to get back to the other victims that needed his help. "That, and there are certain things that have to happen at an accident scene. You will be questioned by the police, you will be looked at by the paramedics, and then, probably after a trip in the back of a squad car to your local police precinct, you will be released to Mom and Dad. I can't just fly you off, no questions asked. It doesn't work that way." He continued to watch, aware of the brusque tone his speech had taken on in his haste. Laura seemed on the verge of tears, but she continued to look at him, her eyes pleading, until she dropped her gaze to the phone in her hands. "Yeah, I know," she said softly. "Guess I'm just delaying the inevitable. I just don't want to have to look them in the face and tell them that I did this," she said, a tear slipping down her cheek as she surveyed the site for the first time. A wave of emotion swept over Jon as he watched his sister forlornly gaze at the accident, and the urgency of the situation seemed to slip away yet again. He approached her again, slipping his hand under her chin and cupping her cheek in a comforting, familial gesture. "You can do it," he said, his words drawing her eyes to his. "You're a lot stronger than you think. And if you need anyone, just remember that I'm right here, okay. Believe it or not, I wasn't always a saint. There are a few things in my past that drew late night calls and run-ins with the police." "Really?" she asked, smiling shakily. Jon nodded, returning her smile as his memory flashed with the images of one of those late nights. Even straight arrows veered off course every now and then, and he was no different. In high school, he had participated in the senior prank, which unfortunately involved the theft of items around town. In all the years that seniors had been lifting real estate signs and patio furniture from around Metropolis, he was sure that he and his friends had been the only ones ever caught doing it. In retrospect, it hadn't been very smart to take part in the first place, especially knowing that his father was probably up patrolling the city while he was committing his crime. But his experience that night and the ensuing encounter with his folks had been more than enough to swear him off crime for good. Now Laura had to live that, but it would get worse before it got better. "Go on, call," he said with a nod, drawing his hand away from her face. She nodded back, and he turned away again and got to work on freeing the other victims of the accident. In the distance, the wail of an ambulance could be heard growing closer and closer. Quickly, he started with his task, systematically assessing the condition of each individual patient and making sure it was safe to move them before extracting them from the car. By the time the police arrived, he had all the victims comfortably lying off the shoulder of the road. He stayed to talk with the police and paramedics as everything was attended to, and only after the ambulances began to retreat did he finally wander back toward his sister, who was now surrounded by police. Briefly, he wondered how her miraculous escape from harm would be explained, and he turned back toward the ruined car, wondering if he should make it look like she had somehow been thrown clear. It was possible that she could've been ejected out the front if she hadn't worn a seatbelt, but that certainly would've given head injuries to any normal person. Besides, the time was already past to do such a thing. The police had already made a fairly detailed survey of the site, including the states of the vehicles involved. They would notice an extra hole in the windshield, or anywhere else, for that matter. Maybe she could say that she bailed out of the car before it hit. While it would make her out to be irresponsible, it would certainly take any possible scrutiny about her lack of injuries off of her. Bailing out of a car going 65 miles per hour wouldn't be without incident, he supposed, but if she had done it just right, them maybe it would work. Jon joined the group around Laura, relieved to find that they were still collecting information from her about the identities of her and her friends. She looked up at him and smiled nervously, and he gave her a nod in return, which seemed to give her a little more confidence. "What can you tell me about what happened?" the officer finally asked. Laura's eyes went wide, and her mouth opened and shut several times before she looked back toward Jon. Apparently, it hadn't occurred to her that she would need to make a story up to explain why she wasn't hurt. Fortunately, Jon had years of experience, both with covering for himself and with covering for his other family members. Clearing his throat, Jon drew the attention of the officers. "I saw it happen," he said, drawing a surprised glance from Laura. A twinge of guilt flared up inside of him at the thought of lying to police officers, but he quickly squelched it. Yes, he was taking advantage of his position, and the inherent trust that the police held in Superman, but sometimes there was no avoiding the occasional white lie. It was those white lies that shielded them from the perils of being in the public eye, allowing him and his father to live as normal men even while their alter egos were firmly entrenched in the spotlight. Being able to hold on their privacy and that of the rest of their family and friends was certainly worth bending the truth a little, and he had no doubt that his father would see it exactly the same way. "Her car was traveling in the far right lane, here, when this other car came barreling across the median. She jumped out of the car before they hit, somehow hitting the pavement and rolling away without injuring herself. That most certainly saved her life," he said, confident that the details of the actual accident were close enough to make his scenario believable. He might not have actually witnessed what had happened, but the clues were easy enough to decipher. A set of tire tracks cut through the soft dirt of the median, leaving a muddy aftermath as they continued across the pavement and into the car Laura was driving. Open containers of liquor littered the interior of the man's car, their contents now splashed across the twisted and broken surfaces. "Is that how you remember it, Miss?" the officer asked, looking back toward Laura. She had been staring at Jon with an expression of awe on her face, and quickly she neutralized her features as the eyes came back to her. "Yes," she said, a sudden confidence in her voice. "I don't know what I was thinking, but I just couldn't stay in the car, knowing that it was going to get hit no matter what I did." She continued her story from there, although there wasn't much else to tell. Nothing in her voice would give the officers any reason to think that she was being anything less than truthful, and Jon felt himself somewhat impressed at the ease with which she bent the truth. Maybe it was a practiced skill, but he didn't think that was it. She was just the actress in the family, and she always had been. It was a skill that would certainly come in handy now, especially considering what terrible liars all the men in the family were. Jon stayed for a while, until, finally, it came time for him to leave. Laura was loaded into a cop car bound for the nearest precinct, and there was nothing more for him to do there. With one last look toward his sister, he took off into the air, bound for his home. His job for the night was done, and he certainly didn't want to be there for what was bound to be an awkward night at his parents' place. If they needed him, they would call, but until then, his bed beckoned, and this time he would be answering the call. *** The chair that Laura found herself in at the police station had seen better days, she thought as she wrinkled her nose. It had probably smelled good once, too, but the years of drunks and deadbeats and other criminals who had contempt for the rules of hygiene had taken its toll. A spring poked her uncomfortably from below, but she found herself not fidgeting, not wanting to stir up any of the other smells that lurked in the chair. Didn't the people working around here ever wonder what that funky odor coming from the corner of the office was? Did they even have a janitor on staff? Laura sighed as she realized that there were much more important things to be dwelling on, no matter how much she wished she could just forget most of them. Certain things stood out in her mind about her experience on the freeway that night, not the least of which was the newfound respect she had for her brother. He was eight years older than her, and it seemed to her that by the time that she had become old enough to maybe want to hang out with him, he had already moved out, bound for college. Even before that, he had been involved in so many extracurricular activities in school that he wasn't around a whole lot, anyway. In her mind, he was just "Older Brother Jon," a generic personality residing in her brother's body. She had thought she knew him, flipping through the picture books, looking at the trophies in his room...seeing his portrait hanging in the hallowed high school halls. But accomplishments didn't make the man, and she was finding that out right now in spades. He held a lot of respect for their dad, she knew, and he even followed in his footsteps, but now it didn't seem to her like he had done so blindly, or just for the glory of it all. Reading those teen magazines earlier should've made it clear that he hated the attention that being a Superman brought him, but she hadn't seen it until he got to work right in front of her. His face was so much like their dad's, and that made it easy for her to read the emotion borne on it. As he freed her friends from the car, she could see the worry, and the sadness. His arms wrapped gently around each body, cradling it lightly as he floated them to the softer ground at the shoulder of the road. Later, as the paramedics worked on each accident victim, he would check in on them, making sure that they were indeed all right. Caring, compassion, and a cool head in what was a definite crisis had all been present in him that night, and it made her proud to be his sister. Add to it all the other tidbit of information he had thrown her way. "I'm no saint," he had said, and she wondered what he meant by that. Probably a lonely night in a police station, she thought with renewed curiosity. All this time she had figured that he had been the perfect son in every way - never in trouble, always setting the mark in school, and making his parents proud on a daily basis. Maybe she had been more oblivious that she had thought at home. Then again, she was living under the same roof as Superman for 15 years and hadn't noticed that, either, so missing Jon's character flaws seemed small by comparison. Even so, it made her wonder what other skeletons lurked in the Kent closet. What dastardly deed had her father done in his wild younger days? What crimes had Lois Lane committed in her search for the ultimate story? These were interesting questions, and Laura had a feeling that the answers would be somehow liberating. No longer would she feel like she had such a standard to live up to. No longer would she think that it would be impossible to follow in their footsteps. And no longer would she feel as if she somehow didn't know her family. All the cards would truly be on the table. The sound of approaching footsteps drew her out of her introspection, and as she looked up, she was greeted by the form of an older man, his hair more gray than not, the wrinkles on his face prominent. He had to be near retirement age, she thought, but at the same time, the way he carried himself almost seemed to be that of a younger man. His attire screamed that he was a cop, even though his badge or gun weren't displayed anywhere. "You're Laura Kent, right?" he asked, and Laura felt herself slump over. This was going to lead to yet more questioning, she was sure. As if the police hadn't already heard her manufactured story enough times tonight. "Yeah, that's me," she said, aware of how flat her voice sounded. The cop just smiled at her. "Bill Henderson," he said, taking a seat in the chair next to her, which could've been the twin to hers in more ways than one. He didn't seem to notice the odor, though, and took a sip of his coffee before extending his hand toward her. "I'm an old friend of your folks." Laura looked suspiciously between Henderson's face and his hand, before finally forcing a smile on her face and shaking it. The smile he gave in return was genuine, and he settled back in the chair, relaxing against the stained fabric. "It's been a long time since I've seen one of your clan in here. I see a lot of your mother in you, but I tell you what, Lois Lane was a damn sight more animated when she was forced into these chairs." Laura blinked a few times, turning what she knew to be an astonished face toward Henderson. Her mother's aggressiveness was the stuff of legends, but she had never heard stories of illegal acts. "Really?" Laura asked, and Henderson smiled at her again. "Well, I think she mistook the phrase, 'freedom of the press,' to mean the freedom to break into wherever she pleased to get evidence for a story. All that stopped once she met your dad, but by then it was too late for these poor chairs. I think half the coffee stains on them can be attributed to her, either directly or indirectly." By the time Bill finished his story, Laura found herself laughing gently. The old detective had a glimmer in his eyes, and something told her that part of his reason for seeing her was to give her ammunition against her mother when the inevitable 'I never did that when I was your age,' speech came around. "So what are you in for?" Henderson asked, and the laughter immediately became a thing of the past. "I was in a bad car wreck," she said, her gaze dropping to her hands. "I was driving when I shouldn't have been, after being out of the house when I shouldn't have been, and I got hit by a drunk driver." "Sorry to hear that, kid," Henderson said, his voice filled with genuine sympathy. "You look pretty good for being in such a bad wreck, though." She looked up at him, ready to give her rehearsed response, when he winked at her. What was that for, she wondered briefly, but before she could put much thought into it, he was speaking again. "You come from a hearty lineage, I know. Give my best to your folks," he said with a smile as he stood up and started to walk away. Laura felt her mouth fall open, and she immediately snapped it shut. If she didn't know any better, she'd swear...nah. Couldn't be. Still, there was another thing to ask her parents about when she got home. Speaking of her parents...the main door to the station opened, and she could see her mom and dad walk in, the concern evident on their faces. They approached the front desk and talked with the cop manning it. After a while, the cop pointed toward her, and all heads turned so that suddenly she was the center of attention. She held up her hand and smiled weakly, and watched as they turned to thank the cop, then hurried back toward her. They seemed for all the world like worried parents, as well they should be, but she knew that underneath that concern were questions, lots of them. Accusations, possibly even anger, too. For now it was enough to know that they worried about her, but she'd expect no less. For now, she was glad they were here, to finally relieve her from her stint in the world's smelliest chair, but later.... Later was a whole other world, one that would appear sooner that she would ever want. And it was the later she dreaded. *** It was safe to say that Clark was used to late nights. Part of being Superman was helping when he was needed, and plenty of nights had passed where he didn't even see his bed until the sun was already peeking over the horizon. Luckily, sleep to him was more of a luxury than a necessity, so he had been able to function on the scattered hour here and hour there of sleep that he could get, at least in his younger years. But then came marriage, and suddenly he wanted nothing more than to lie in that bed for eight hours a night with his wife by his side. When Lois was asleep, he would let his mind just drift, and it was amazing what those hours of blissful contemplation would do for him. The late nights still came from time to time, but they became less and less frequent as the call of duty at home took more of his time. Now he had Jon to help him out, but Clark could safely say that he wouldn't miss being out in the dead of night, virtually alone above a sleeping city. Of course, just because he spent most of his evenings at home didn't mean that he couldn't easily get by keeping the same hours that he had in his youth, a fact that he was very grateful for this particular night. The clock on the dash of the car told had him that it was sometime between 2 and 3 AM as they drove back toward home, Laura sitting silently in the back seat. Lois was in the passenger seat beside him, looking surprisingly awake. She was no stranger to the late nights either, having dragged him along on many a midnight stakeout in their reporting careers, but most of those had been in the years before the kids had come along. It was probably nervous energy keeping her awake right now, something that he could understand very well. Ever since they had left the precinct, she had hardly said a word to him, but she didn't have to. He knew that she was thinking the exact same thing as him, feeling the exact same mixture of fear and concern and anger, and probably marveling at the unreality of the situation. There were still times when Clark felt the need to pinch himself just to convince himself that this wasn't just some sort of paranoid dream. The downward spiral had started after he had told Laura about his alter ego. He had been gentle and supporting and loving, and everything that he had so carefully planned out had happened; everything, that was, except the reaction he got. In retrospect, he shouldn't have been surprised at how hard she took it, and what a shock to her system it would be. Lois tried to warn him about it, but he had optimistically believed that Laura, who had always been very close to him, would take it all in stride. Naturally, her inner turmoil had caused him to become anxious, but if history had taught him anything, it was that he just had to let her work it out for herself. Jon had found out under much worse conditions, as had CJ, and both of them had turned out just fine, and she would too. Of course, telling himself that and believing it were two different things, and he had to constantly fight the urge to check up on her. When the time was right, he was sure that she would come to him, and until then, he had to wait. The waiting had continued that night, and it took all his patience to watch Laura retreat to her room once again. He had set his worries aside as he went to bed, allowing Lois to take his mind off things for a while before they finally drifted off to sleep, safe in the knowledge that their daughter was only a room away. The ringing of the telephone brought him out of his slumber, and at first he considered ignoring it. Most of the late night phone calls they got were either crank calls or wrong numbers, and anyone who really needed to get in contact with him knew other ways that were more effective. Still, for whatever reason, he reached out for the phone on the nightstand next to him, sitting up as he drew it toward his ear. As soon as he heard Laura's voice, all remnants of sleep quickly fell away, and his body tensed up. The phone groaned under the stress of his grip, and he had to force himself to relax as Laura told him where she was and gave him the reader's digest, obviously censored version of what had gotten her there. A million thoughts had shot through his head, not the least of which was to wonder how and why she had gotten into trouble without him knowing. Laura wasn't the deceptive type or the rebellious type. She was a good kid, and good kids just didn't end up in accidents along the highway in the wee hours of the morning on a weeknight. At some point during the conversation, Lois had awoken, sitting up and leaning in next to him to try and hear both sides of the conversation. Her arms had snaked around him as he had asked Laura if she was all right, although he remained oddly unresponsive to her until he heard the words that made the whole situation bearable once again. Unharmed, she said, and Clark had no doubt that that was true in a physical sense, but underneath her words he heard something that made him question how she was mentally. Even so, he found himself relaxing in his wife's embrace, taking no small amount of strength just from the fact that she was there. Even after he hung up the phone, Clark just turned to hold her for a minute in silence, trying to formulate the perfect way to tell her that their daughter was at the police station. There really was no way to tell that to any mother, he decided before pulling away and telling her the news as plainly and simply as possible. In her eyes he could see a certain relief, something that told him that she expected something worse, and in a way, he supposed that her relief comforted him somewhat. It was hard to chase the dark thoughts away, and the images of twisted metal and bodies that he had seen so many times juxtaposed, if only for a moment, with the angelic face of his daughter. But the supportive gaze that Lois gave him reminded him once again of the strength that she infused in him, and it gave him all the motivation he needed to finally get up, get dressed, and face the demons that awaited him at the police station. It was as they drove toward the precinct that Lois brought up the question that he had been shying away from asking himself, and that was just how they should handle the situation. No, it wasn't the first time they'd had to pick a child up from the police station, but so many things about this time were vastly different than previously. The last couple of days had been emotionally rough for everyone, and even though Jon had tried to smooth things out with her, it hadn't been a success. Something had made her embrace certain things that she had found repugnant before; something had made her become irresponsible, even though she was one of the most responsible kids that Clark had ever met. That something was most likely her newly discovered family secret, and that thought brought Clark more guilt than he could've expected. Indirectly, he had a hand in that accident, in the lives of those people who were hurt because of something Laura did or didn't do. What if he'd told Laura their secret earlier? What if he had been more involved with her after he told her? What if.... Clark felt an elbow poke in him the ribs, starting him out of his reverie. "You're obsessing," Lois said, giving him a knowing look. A half smile managed to form on his lips before his previous thoughts immediately chased it away. "Why do you think she was out there, Lois?" he asked, the misery sinking into his soul as he finally voiced the question that he was afraid to answer. "What would motivate her to do something like that?" Lois looked at him carefully, her eyes calculating. Several long seconds elapsed before she finally said anything, the silence in the car becoming heavier with every moment of time that passed. "I know that you feel it's your fault, and I can understand why you would think that," Lois replied. "After all, before yesterday she would never have even considered doing anything that would land her in a situation like this. But whether she found out yesterday, or 10 years ago, or even 3 weeks from now, I still think she would've had the same reaction. She was afraid, Clark, and confused. Finding out such a profound secret causes your whole view of the world to turn on its ear, I ought to know. Maybe what she did was part of an attempt to find herself, or maybe it was the typical teenage response to trauma. In the end, she's the only one who knows, but I would wager that she found out a lot about herself tonight." A smile broke out on Lois's face as she leaned back in her seat. "Of course, I could be completely wrong, but I was an obstinate teenager one time, believe it or not." "Oh, I believe it," Clark said playfully, even as Lois's words continued to ring in his ears. Maybe Laura really would've reacted the same regardless of when they told her, and he had to admit that Lois would know the thought process of a teenage girl a lot better than he would. But accidents took place during a single, gruesome moment in time, and if the same thing had happened only a week earlier, and if Laura had had occasion to be on that interstate at the same time of night, then that other driver wouldn't have been there to cross the center line. Timing was everything here, and a moment in time that he had chosen to tell her, one that he considered to be nearly perfect at the time, was now tragically wrong. Because of that, there was no mistaking his role in this accident. "But you're still not convinced," Lois said, drawing Clark away from his introspection once again. He became aware of the fact that a frown had formed on his face once again, giving Lois every reason to believe that his thoughts were contrary to the teasing that she had just tried to instigate. "No, I'm not," Clark said with a sigh, his hands tightening around the steering wheel. A quick glance back at Lois revealed an exasperated expression that he was very familiar with. They could explain their reasoning for thinking the way they did until the cows came home, and it wouldn't stop the fact that Lois would invariably think that he was exaggerating his role in this, and he would steadfastly believe that, if anything, he was understating it. These arguments happened at least once a month, and she was usually right, yet he still tried to take responsibility for everything, that's just who he was. Guilt was a powerful emotion, and even though he had accepted his limitations years ago, there was always that core belief that unless he had done everything he could, then somehow he hadn't done enough. The evening was uncomfortable enough without his obsessive attitude making it worse, he decided. Maybe his fears would be assuaged when he talked with Laura, or maybe he could find a way to do right by the families of the kids who had gotten hurt. In any case, despite her strong face, Clark knew his wife enough to know that she wasn't as confident about their trip to the police station as she let on. She needed his comfort as much as he had needed hers earlier, and together, they needed to be strong for the sake of their daughter. "I'll concede that this isn't the time for my worries, though," he said with a smile as he reached out for her hand. The police station loomed close, and the question at hand still hadn't been answered. Just what were they going to do with their daughter? Lois rewarded him with a grateful grin, giving his hand a firm squeeze. "No, this is a time for Laura," she said, completing his train of thought. "We have to show her that we love her no matter what, we have to guide her through whatever crisis led her to do what she did, and we have to let her know that if she does anything even remotely similar to this, that she won't been seen anywhere outside of her bedroom for at least a month. You can demonstrate to her the effectiveness of your vision gizmo, too, just so that she knows what she's up against." Clark couldn't help but give a soft chuckle in response. Leave it to Lois boil the situation down to its bare bones. "Hell hath no fury like a mother dragged out of bed in the middle of the night to pick up her kid at the station," Clark said, drawing a smug look from his wife. It was then that they finally pulled into the parking lot, parked the car, and got out. They walked hand in hand, their minds set toward one singular purpose as they entered the station. After talking to the desk clerk, they were immediately pointed toward Laura, who sitting in the ancient chairs toward the back of the precinct. For a very brief moment, Clark had a flash of memory, a picture in his mind of a much younger Lois sitting in those chairs, the look on her face making it clear to one and all that she would mow down the next person to ask her a question. A smile formed on his lips as he remembered, before he brought his mind back to the present, and his daughter, who certainly could've been mistaken for a younger version of his wife. Her expression, though, was a far cry from the indignation and exasperation that Lois had worn in the same position. Her eyes looked a little too large, and a little too red. As she caught sight of him, he could also see a sense of foreboding, which was only natural. She didn't know if they would be mad at her, relieved because she was all right, hurt because she disobeyed them, or a combination of all of the above, and she didn't know what they would do at first sight. That should be a silly question, he thought as he walke